Because that title fits |<

No artist block, no real life problems and no problems with other people here or somewhere else in the internet too. But something is still wrong.
At least that one thing I thought it would be just a phase and disappear someday is not only still here it begins to eat my normal mind. At least I lost calmness way too much. And sadly that "just turn some music on and think about anything that doesn’t exist in the reality"-doesn´t work anymore. Creativity begins to die too. Just yesterday I´ve noticed that all backgrounds I do are mountains.
Strangely I can still talk normal (even thought humor is gone too. it´s still not hard to amuse me but there are no jokes from my site. And I dislike nothing more than days without good humor |< )and even role plays are not a problem >__O But art is. I miss my old moods too much. And I have to change something here. Idiotic wise I´ll only able to start that when I´m 18 years old and the hell... I doesn´t want to be boring like this for many months >___>"

So~ Manda needs a break from everything for a while. I won´t disappear completely but inactivity will strike for sure. Of course I´ll do these three art trades before I go inactive. Because I doesn’t want to let people wait that much |< (Badly the two traditional pictures have now mountain backgrounds too! |< I swear... When I return with art here I won’t draw any mountains for the next months as long as I don´t have a great idea for it >__O)

_{I have to mention that I´m not someone who comes and whine a round how cruel everything is. That´s the reason why I doesn´t talk about details. Because that would be a whiny-thing |P}